InvisibleWhen I was 14 years old,Invisible by xXxForeverAlonexXx
it was the day I thought of suicide.
Slicing my legs and my arms,
wanting this pain to end.
My heart was always broken,
the moment you laid your hands on me.
I wish I just given up in life,
but I kept pushing through.
When I was young,
I thought i was a foolish girl.
Thinking there was love in life,
just to find heartaches and pain.
My smile was always fake,
maybe once in awhile I wouldn't show it.
But the day I felt pain,
I lost my smile for good.
I felt like dying numerous of times,
but never ended it fully.
Once in awhile I felt free,
but my heart ripped to pieces.
Maybe when my life is gone,
I will be noticed in the afterlife.
But until that day comes,
I will always be invisible to this world.
Sadness Is...Sadness is...
The ache in your chest
The burn in your throat
The sting in your eyes
When you have to say good-bye
To the one you truly love
To give up their warmth
For an empty spot beside you
When you no longer smell their scent
Right beside you
But it resides
On your clothes
The tears he wipes away
With a steady hand
As you shake
When you know he has to leave
But can't stand the very thought
When your hands shake
As you grip him tight
The tear that stained his sweater
The sweater he left for you
The sweater with his scent
That one thing that will keep you from dying
From the pain of missing
The person you want to hold tight
Maybe he will return
But it still makes you sad
To see him go away
When all you want is to be near him
You shakey voice
As you bury your face
In his wonderful scent
When you couldn't care less
If you fall apart crying
Because part of him
Is always with you
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 - You take pleasure in fooling/tricking people
[X] - You're easily scared
[x] - You hate getting dirty.
[x] - You can be really flirty when you want to.
[X] - You keep your hair long.
[x] - You don't like getting wet unless you're bathing.
[X] - You like to just lounge about
[x]- You get annoyed easily.
- You like seafood
- You can spend hours trying to make yourself look good
Total for 'cat': 7
 - You're almost always smiling.
[X] - You're nice to most people and like to get to know people before you judge them.
[X] - You rarely resort to violence.
[X] - You would NEVER hurt your friends.
 - You really like tickling people, just to see if they're ticklish.
 - You stand up for others.
 - You would tell everyone that you love them if it wasn't so hard on your reputation.
[/] - You don't get angry easily.
 - You share your food with people who are out of lunch money.
[X] - Your favorite color is either blue, yellow, or purple.
Total for 'dog': 4.5
 - You're really good at swimming.
 - You like to swim.
[x] - You like sparkly things.
 - You are really ticklish.
 - You can fit through almost any space.
 - You've gotten stuck in a net or/and rope before.
 - You're romantically lost.
 - You're really good at keeping a straight face when you need to.
 - You aren't very drawn to people who "stand out".
[x] - You can wear just about anything.
Total for 'fish': 2
 - You like to wear bright colors.
[x] - You like vegetables.
[/] - Your entire life revolves around sparkly things.
[X] - You always worry about falling prey to bullies/gossipers.
[X] - You're terrified of things that other people aren't scared of.
 - You aren't afraid of some things that other people are terrified of.
 - You have been told that you lack emotion.
 - You keep your opinions to yourself.
[x] - You can be social one minute and a loner the next.
 - You are a good impersonator and/or you like to dress up as things you're not.
Total for 'bug': 4.5
] - You're always prepared for something bad to happen
 - You make little piles of things in your room that your friends/parent(s)/guardian(s) claim is 'unorganized'
[X] - You run rather than fight from danger
 - You designate people to hide behind
[X] - You say "uh/er/um" a lot
[x] - People have told you that you talk really fast before
[X] - Sometimes you stutter
[X] - You like to have pets
[X] - You far prefer animals to people
[X] - You can't trust very many people
Total for 'rodent': 7
 - You are prone to spelling errors.
[x] - You have been told that you are pretty before in any given way.
[X] - You are modest.
[X] - You would rather run from a fight than actually fight.
[X] - You would protect the ones you love.
[X] - When you get really frustrated you cry.
[X] - It breaks your heart to see ads about animal cruelty.
 - You love your friends but sometimes they're mean to you.
[x] - You never say so, but you think that you're kind of pretty.
 - When you were little you wanted to be a princess/prince.
Total for 'deer': 7
[x] - You personally think that you are pretty.
 - You always have boys/girls asking you out .
[X] - Sometimes you aren't very smart in decision making, and have some regrets following you around in the back of your mind.
[x] - You hang out with an exclusive group that isn't open to just anybody.
 - You never leave the comfort of your own home without your makeup on/your hair brushed.
 - You are constantly altering your body.
 - You are quick to judge people.
 - You're always up to date on the gossip going around.
 - You take ridiculously good care of yourself.
 - The only thing you like about school/College/Work is having friends there
Total for 'Horse': 3