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Im sorry mom and dad

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MyLoveForYouEternity

Published: Nov 15, 2011

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I cry so much now
and dont know what i did wrong
why threaten me?
why make me feel so insecure?

I cry my heart out
thinking that i trust people more
thinking that my life will get better
but why is it getting worse?

Why did i do wrong
to make this world hate me?
why am i even still here
when i cant stand living my life?

I cry so much now
and im sorry
Im sorry for not being perfect
im sorry for everything

Will you ever forgive me?
can you understand me?
do you believe me anymore?
What did i do wrong?

Im sorry mom
Im sorry for hurting you
im sorry for not being perfect
but why am i like this?

Im sorry dad
im sorry for fighting with mom
Im sorry for causing you stress
Im sorry for everything

But do you guys understand me?
do you guys know how i feel?
do you even care?
Im sorry for everything....</3

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Jakfan15

Nov 18, 2011

i am sorry if bad things happen to you but your here and you are a wonderful person so no matter if anyone tries to bring you down you are better and stronger than them and you can pull through!

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