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Fly Free from This WorldI fight my way,
deep in this darkness.
nobody seems to care.
I am all alone,
no one to love.
Wishing to find peace,
but only dread the life that I have.
I have no goals,
i dont have a future.
I lost the one I love,
now I am forever alone.
I wish this pain would stop,
but maybe its my time goodbye.
Maybe one day there will be hope,
and I will be able to fly free from this world.
RIP BuddyI treasure you,
deep inside my heart.
You are my best friend,
as well as the family I loved.
You were the light to my day,
the darkness in the night.
You helped me stand tall,
when I felt like falling apart.
You were always part of my life,
from the darkest days to the light.
I love you dearly with all my heart,
there are no words to describe.
You will be apart of my heart,
cause now faith is within you.
You have made me stronger to this day,
and through the years that are about to come.
I will treasure you with all my heart,
you are the perfection within my life.
I love you dearly with all my heart,
and now you belong deep inside me.
What you are. The PromiseYour smile is like heaven,
filled with hope, filled with love,
that only you could have ever given.
Your eyes shine like stars,
watching upon me,
as I live my life to the fullest.
Your heart warms my life,
it is so caring and very warm welcoming,
that only you could have ever shown.
Your life is my treasure,
that I will cherish,
and keep it like precious gold.
You are the sun in the day time,
that brought me to find happiness,
peace and carefree to this world.
You are the moon at night,
watching down upon me,
as I sleep with magical dreams.
You are the love of my life,
that looks down upon me,
helping me guide the way to happiness.
You were always my lover,
my life, my treasure,
and I will always love you
and that is the Promise I shall keep
My DestinyI'm a loner cause I dont trust.
I smile on the outside but dead on inside.
I have many weaknesses, but also strengths.
I wish someone would understand so I dont feel alone.
But everyone is clueless and Im left alone.
Maybe this is my destiny.
Maybe Im better off alone..
Better off AloneI don't have hopes. I don't have dreams.
I am a Nobody. I am a Failure
I don't see the light, I only see the Darkness.
I am better off alone, away from this world.
I don't trust. I don't believe in anything.
Maybe I will be alone forever, cause it was always meant to be.
I used to love someone, now I am in pieces.
I don't see a point to life, I only see a mistake I am.
I have many weaknesses, but i know my strengths.
Maybe one day I will be strong enough,
but until that day comes, im dead to the world.
Cause without the one I cared for, I dont see a point in Living
EverydayEveryday the pain consumes
More and more as time passes by
Everyday I start to give up,
the more the pain has burden inside...
Everyday I lose hope in life
Abuse after abuse
trauma after trauma,
I dont see hope left in my life..
Everyday I lose my grip,
i feel more sadness, than ever felt before...
But everyday I pretend to smile..
than maybe this pain will be gone forever
But this was a lie that I told myself,
the pain is still inside me..
and these memories still arise.
Everyday I will try to smile...
maybe one day it will be gone for good..
Everyday it makes struggles in my life,
but not a moment to spare, i find ways to cope..
So everyday I will fake a smile,
not cry a single tear..
Maybe in the end I will become strong...
and maybe an Angel will take me high above.
Cause in the end, I dont deserve this pain
Maybe the sadness will so disappear.
So everyday I will fake a smile...
and maybe one day, someone will take this pain away...
You Destroyed MeI wish you understood,
that you were my friend
But you found so many ways,
to rip my heart into pieces..
You used to be there,
you always helped me stand tall.
But now I see that these were lies,
you never cared about me at all...
I thought of you as a friend,
but your just like everyone else.
Now just leave me alone in this world,
and watch me suffer into the night.
I lost so many people,
I am better off alone.
You were my friend,
but you destroyed the only thing that mattered.
You destroyed my trust,
you destroyed my life.
so leave me the hell alone,
and watch me suffer in this world alone..
Is what we have Real?I yearn to hold you,
to be with you for all eternity.
I yearn to love you
to show you what we have is real..
But is it truly real?
Or is what we have is fake?
I year to hug you,
to love you forever
To be with you always
to always be a part of your life.
I yearn to say "i love you"
to be in your life forever
I want to be your only
to be the one for you
cause what we have is real
And when I don't have you
I am lost in this world alone..
Broken SoulMy heart is broken
it will never be repaired
You broke my soul
you broken the promises
I dont know what I did wrong
I dont know how you could do this
My soul is in pieces
I have a breaking bleeding heart
You broken it in pieces
made these tears fall on my face
what did i do...
to deserve so much pain
You hurt my soul
you made my heart bleed
You have no idea
of the damages you have caused
why didnt you tell me...
if i hurt you or not
do you even care?
or even love me for that matter
I lost my love
I lost my friends
I wish you understand
of the feelings I have
But just like everyone else
you dont understand
you dont know me...
i wish this pain was no longer here
A breaking hurt
a hurting soul
Love is the pain
there is no more happiness...
frostbittenmy fragmented bones are
chipping away and you stutter
that it wasn’t your fault
and i'm wondering if the
crystal frost on your eyelids has plagued
if the warm beating of your pulse has
disintegrated into the moon's
eternal curse of never letting
Just wanted you to knowTo me you are the most amazing thing, like the sun!
You shine so bright and you never dim until you go down.
You are my flower that I will care for.
And yet even though you tell me to go to sleep I can't. Because I love you too much.
When I talk to you I feel as if I've been injected with morphine because I feel so calm.
When I feel as if I've made you angry I feel every bone in my body fracture.
When you tell me you cry I can't help but do the same.
Its coming to Christmas soon.
And your the only Christmas I need.
And you are all I need.
I can't wait to hug you.
I can't wait to kiss you.
But there's more.
You're laugh lifts me up.
Your smile is like being confronted by diamonds.
Your hair is just simply. Fluffy.
Your eyes shine like stars.
And I promise on Christmas Eve I will stay up to talk to you. All night for me but all day for you.
All I want is you to be happy!
Because your happiness means everything to me.
Your the most beautiful thing to me.
Thought I'd just let you kno
When We Dancewhen we dance
for both the very first and last time
I feel like crying
raking my hands up and down
your willing body I know we will
be like this after today
for I know happy endings
are not meant for pairs like you and me
each time I see your smile hear your laughter
when I feel your heat slipping in-between our clasped
silhouettes my hand grasping at your hair playfully
I know this is the beginning
and the end
all in one
once and for all
I know it is indeed better for us both to part ways
to keep dreaming instead of acting on the feelings
buried deep underneath all of our daily problems
expectations of this pitiful life
that has to be spent alone
it is better for you to run away from me
as much as
it is acceptable for me not to look you in the eye
when I feel your back and throat
when your voice resonates deep within me
as you say
you love me
and I cannot swallow the bitter lump filling my throat
chemistrynitrogen is essential for all living
and i'm wondering if you're my
if i can just live off of you.
Odd CoupleThe two of us come from different worlds
An East Coast Boy meets a West Coast girl
As a white boy, I never dreamed I would love a Chicana
And that the Chicana would love me!
Both of us are strange
Nerds, geeks, and weirdos
But she makes me happy
She loves me tenderly
So, I say to her cordially
"I love you for you accept me as I am"
Her response is, "I can't wait to be yours always"
Large, hairy, ugly am I
Deserving her I do not
Yet, you loves me all the same
And actually thinks I'm cute
Fancy that as it may
We make an odd couple
"Cherish this always and don't lose it"
That's my plan
Our Blanket, Our PlaceA moist berry blanket blooms softly
over spring so vivid,
why we too hold fruit.
The pure mountain forest could always breathe
after lonely lakes rained rivers of winter
while he and I rustled cold dawn frost
in sweet thick poetry
of stone and rose.
With MeCatch my eye and connect to my hotline,
then, please, create disease with me,
spread the bug into our town.
Compete and live with me
through the monsoon.
Fight the storm with me.
Hold me tighter.
By the fire pit, burn the ground with me
and constrict me in your passion.
Delve into the clouds
on which we allow ourselves
completeness and refuge.
Deny doubts and make our noise,
feel my warm zeal rubbing your flesh.
Love with me, sharpen our weapons.
You are the new world,
another tattoo of devotion,
the symbol of exceptional time.
Create me again,
rebirth with me like sun drops,
the rays we'll see one day
for every day.
Hold me, tighter.
Fight with me.
Through the monsoon, into the storm,
the fleeting swarm of furies.
Sing with me the song of sirens,
and perhaps our day will last.
Connect, like humans,
like beings of loyalty.
It's a Different Kind of StubbornMystically, he shed the burden,
he came to me with certitude,
he asked me to speak as I please.
We go caroling and voyaging
through the rain of jungles and
charming ways shown by
our very own sincerity.
Together, fearless, we stand,
hand-in-hand, as he whispers
to me and screams to the world
that we are us and us is true.
We've become fighters for ourselves,
each other, the siblings we refuse
to let go to false family love.
He doesn't submit
while we carry our anger
in the vulnerability of our palms,
because our insides are locking
strength, grace, and hate away.
I told him, I meant it,
I told him love was strong,
I told him love was a strong word.
He smiled at me.
He kissed my forehead and
said he loved me too.
the little mermaid(s)we were breathing underwater
exhaling and inhaling,
the first time we'd learned how to
this was the underwater ruin
that was balancing our names
on the fringe of its star-studded tongue,
our fingers spread apart
in a million particles of ocean dust--
and her freckles were splattered
across her face like acrylic
this was our beginning.
her hips were bending and flipping
through the breaking waves like she had
and i thought about the pillaging pearls of
water that escaped her mouth when
we piroutted together beneath
the ripples of the ocean's body
(which, was practically aligned with
how much longer would we survive
before we ran out of air?
In my Heart foreverThe love I have for you
grows stronger each and every single day
So pure, so fine
it can never be destroyed
The heart that races
the heart that melts
My love for you
is much stronger then anything in this world
The smiles that fills my Life
A desired wish I always wanted
This life that I am living
a dream come true
The day I have met you
I knew that we were always meant to be
A Love so Powerful
a heart that is filled with Hope
So pure, yet so simple
the love I have for you
Nothing can ever be destroyed
as long as your in my heart forever
I Belong To You I hate rain. Not really, I love it. Just not when the most beautiful, perfect, wonderful, perfect, comfortable, waterproof, perfect coat in existence has been savagely butchered by my so-called friend’s Dalmatian. Every slap of rain on my naked arms is a stinging reminder of the irreparable hole in my wardrobe.
Some people might try to fill the void with lesser coats but I can’t bring myself to betray Valentino, even after her death. Instead my slippery arms grapple with each other in wet shock as I stumble to the op shop, clinging to one last thread of hope. I know in my deadened heart that I’ll never have another coat like her. Yet here I am, blundering through the elements in my vain search for the acceptance and warmth I found wrapped in Valentino’s woollen sleeves.
Thud. My body slams into the door, making the ‘open’ sign quiver and the bells tinkle in offense. I fight for entry, the door’s assault doubled by the stale funk of
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