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I amI am the light,
that will shine through.
I am the ears,
that will listen to all.
I am the voices,
telling me to keep going.
I am the eyes,
that sees the good as well as evil.
I am a daughter,
to a hurtful family.
I am a sister,
to a brother that doesn't care.
But I am strong,
when those think I'm weak.
I am alive,
to find my path to the light.
I am unique,
in every aspect of my life.
I am creative,
when I find the joy to do so.
I am me,
and that's all I care about.
I am beautiful,
even if depression tells me otherwise.
Despite of my past,
I am still here to this day.
To fight the battle of depression,
and tell people that I am mean to have a life.
I will always be me,
a strong woman there is.
I will find my path into the light,
and that is when I will finally be Free
Fly Free from This WorldI fight my way,
deep in this darkness.
nobody seems to care.
I am all alone,
no one to love.
Wishing to find peace,
but only dread the life that I have.
I have no goals,
i dont have a future.
I lost the one I love,
now I am forever alone.
I wish this pain would stop,
but maybe its my time goodbye.
Maybe one day there will be hope,
and I will be able to fly free from this world.
RIP BuddyI treasure you,
deep inside my heart.
You are my best friend,
as well as the family I loved.
You were the light to my day,
the darkness in the night.
You helped me stand tall,
when I felt like falling apart.
You were always part of my life,
from the darkest days to the light.
I love you dearly with all my heart,
there are no words to describe.
You will be apart of my heart,
cause now faith is within you.
You have made me stronger to this day,
and through the years that are about to come.
I will treasure you with all my heart,
you are the perfection within my life.
I love you dearly with all my heart,
and now you belong deep inside me.
What you are. The PromiseYour smile is like heaven,
filled with hope, filled with love,
that only you could have ever given.
Your eyes shine like stars,
watching upon me,
as I live my life to the fullest.
Your heart warms my life,
it is so caring and very warm welcoming,
that only you could have ever shown.
Your life is my treasure,
that I will cherish,
and keep it like precious gold.
You are the sun in the day time,
that brought me to find happiness,
peace and carefree to this world.
You are the moon at night,
watching down upon me,
as I sleep with magical dreams.
You are the love of my life,
that looks down upon me,
helping me guide the way to happiness.
You were always my lover,
my life, my treasure,
and I will always love you
and that is the Promise I shall keep
My DestinyI'm a loner cause I dont trust.
I smile on the outside but dead on inside.
I have many weaknesses, but also strengths.
I wish someone would understand so I dont feel alone.
But everyone is clueless and Im left alone.
Maybe this is my destiny.
Maybe Im better off alone..
Better off AloneI don't have hopes. I don't have dreams.
I am a Nobody. I am a Failure
I don't see the light, I only see the Darkness.
I am better off alone, away from this world.
I don't trust. I don't believe in anything.
Maybe I will be alone forever, cause it was always meant to be.
I used to love someone, now I am in pieces.
I don't see a point to life, I only see a mistake I am.
I have many weaknesses, but i know my strengths.
Maybe one day I will be strong enough,
but until that day comes, im dead to the world.
Cause without the one I cared for, I dont see a point in Living
EverydayEveryday the pain consumes
More and more as time passes by
Everyday I start to give up,
the more the pain has burden inside...
Everyday I lose hope in life
Abuse after abuse
trauma after trauma,
I dont see hope left in my life..
Everyday I lose my grip,
i feel more sadness, than ever felt before...
But everyday I pretend to smile..
than maybe this pain will be gone forever
But this was a lie that I told myself,
the pain is still inside me..
and these memories still arise.
Everyday I will try to smile...
maybe one day it will be gone for good..
Everyday it makes struggles in my life,
but not a moment to spare, i find ways to cope..
So everyday I will fake a smile,
not cry a single tear..
Maybe in the end I will become strong...
and maybe an Angel will take me high above.
Cause in the end, I dont deserve this pain
Maybe the sadness will so disappear.
So everyday I will fake a smile...
and maybe one day, someone will take this pain away...
You Destroyed MeI wish you understood,
that you were my friend
But you found so many ways,
to rip my heart into pieces..
You used to be there,
you always helped me stand tall.
But now I see that these were lies,
you never cared about me at all...
I thought of you as a friend,
but your just like everyone else.
Now just leave me alone in this world,
and watch me suffer into the night.
I lost so many people,
I am better off alone.
You were my friend,
but you destroyed the only thing that mattered.
You destroyed my trust,
you destroyed my life.
so leave me the hell alone,
and watch me suffer in this world alone..
Is what we have Real?I yearn to hold you,
to be with you for all eternity.
I yearn to love you
to show you what we have is real..
But is it truly real?
Or is what we have is fake?
I year to hug you,
to love you forever
To be with you always
to always be a part of your life.
I yearn to say "i love you"
to be in your life forever
I want to be your only
to be the one for you
cause what we have is real
And when I don't have you
I am lost in this world alone..
frostbittenmy fragmented bones are
chipping away and you stutter
that it wasn’t your fault
and i'm wondering if the
crystal frost on your eyelids has plagued
if the warm beating of your pulse has
disintegrated into the moon's
eternal curse of never letting
Stepseach step we take together
is noted down in the book of universe
each breath you take beside me
is counted and measured
there are only as many kisses to spare
there are only as many touches to share
one day I will abandon you one day you will forget
and our paths will never cross again
I wait patiently for the day
I speak hurtful words just so it comes sooner
but then again why do I even care when the world
is all but a stage to fill for a while
to scream on it and die and fight till the audience
anounces the winner
and you smile and cry and blush and it all complicates
everything contradicts any plan I could have made
so that I am the victor so that nothing but I emerges
from within the ruin
darling you will be the death of me
and I will die craddling you
having the last laugh
that's as hollow as the devil's heart
the little mermaid(s)we were breathing underwater
exhaling and inhaling,
the first time we'd learned how to
this was the underwater ruin
that was balancing our names
on the fringe of its star-studded tongue,
our fingers spread apart
in a million particles of ocean dust--
and her freckles were splattered
across her face like acrylic
this was our beginning.
her hips were bending and flipping
through the breaking waves like she had
and i thought about the pillaging pearls of
water that escaped her mouth when
we piroutted together beneath
the ripples of the ocean's body
(which, was practically aligned with
how much longer would we survive
before we ran out of air?
Just wanted you to knowTo me you are the most amazing thing, like the sun!
You shine so bright and you never dim until you go down.
You are my flower that I will care for.
And yet even though you tell me to go to sleep I can't. Because I love you too much.
When I talk to you I feel as if I've been injected with morphine because I feel so calm.
When I feel as if I've made you angry I feel every bone in my body fracture.
When you tell me you cry I can't help but do the same.
Its coming to Christmas soon.
And your the only Christmas I need.
And you are all I need.
I can't wait to hug you.
I can't wait to kiss you.
But there's more.
You're laugh lifts me up.
Your smile is like being confronted by diamonds.
Your hair is just simply. Fluffy.
Your eyes shine like stars.
And I promise on Christmas Eve I will stay up to talk to you. All night for me but all day for you.
All I want is you to be happy!
Because your happiness means everything to me.
Your the most beautiful thing to me.
Thought I'd just let you kno
When We Dancewhen we dance
for both the very first and last time
I feel like crying
raking my hands up and down
your willing body I know we will
be like this after today
for I know happy endings
are not meant for pairs like you and me
each time I see your smile hear your laughter
when I feel your heat slipping in-between our clasped
silhouettes my hand grasping at your hair playfully
I know this is the beginning
and the end
all in one
once and for all
I know it is indeed better for us both to part ways
to keep dreaming instead of acting on the feelings
buried deep underneath all of our daily problems
expectations of this pitiful life
that has to be spent alone
it is better for you to run away from me
as much as
it is acceptable for me not to look you in the eye
when I feel your back and throat
when your voice resonates deep within me
as you say
you love me
and I cannot swallow the bitter lump filling my throat
chemistrynitrogen is essential for all living
and i'm wondering if you're my
if i can just live off of you.
denial can be quite romantiche told her, "i like you better with your makeup off,"
as he hooked the hair that fell awkwardly in front of her face
over the red tips of her nearly frostbitten ears
"so there's a moment when you don't like me much at all?"
she said jokingly, her smile lighting up the living room
brighter and warmer than the fireplace that was alight in the corner
he laughed at her joke, and held her closer to his chest
because he knew that these sort of things don't last forever
since even the highest mountains come crashing down eventually
and she's prepared for the fall, she has a checkered history
full of betrayals and lying, whether it is the one done
with the mouth or the one down on soft beds and cramped backseats
so they enjoy the moment, and go through the motions
passionate and intimate, letting their bodies intertwine
and become one, vulnerable for just a brief, fleeting moment
but when the deed is done and they lie on opposite sides of a
cold and enormous bed, will they think about who the
Happy Birthday Darlinghappy birthday to you my darling
on this your day of birth
such special splendor this day now holds
for your birth brought into being such wonder
such magnificence personified in You
my heart excels and sparkles with knowledge
that you are in this old world making it so much better
I toast to you and tip my hat in honor of you today
Helena my darling muse on this your special day
my respect and love goes out across far oceans
to lay at your feet on this day of your birth
I honor you on this day and find happiness
that I have come to know you Helena
for the world is a large place
and the fact that I met you
fills me with the charm of good luck
love and joyous celebrations!!!!
Lazy Afternoonyou are so beautiful just like you are
no need for any superfluous gestures
tonight your warm touch is all I ask for
your neck your knees
your toes your back
so smooth and yet elegantly arched forward
I do not want to be selfish in this pleasure of mine
and as your voice whispers invitingly in my ear
and as your softly smiling face looks back at me
I know that we are two sides of the same coin
found after so many years of a seemingly incurable void
with the music resonating through our room
I am sure everything will be more than fine tonight
and perhaps we will find a place for us both in the world
ready to murder and strip us from anything that we love
if we are not careful enough and do not mind each step we take
be my muse tonight darling and let me make you immortal
as we kiss and sculpt each other and the poem
is the only witness that I ever knew you
that you ever cared and that we did find each other
in this vast and yet fucked-up universe
My life time DesireYou're my lover
My favourite kind of man
Your a life time desired
of the dreams that finally came true
You are the sweetness in my life
the love that this world needs
Cause you are my Life
The eternity that brings us joy
You make me smile in the day time
Have brightness throughout the night
You are in every thoughts
and all the time I smile
Cause this is what we all need
this is what we all want
Someone that gives us smiles
someone that brings us joy
You are perfect in my eyes
All the hopes that I ever wanted
Cause this is what I desired the most
was to hold you tight and never let you go
Stuck The car sputtered and shook as it came to an almost silent stop. The engine had gone silent as the horn beeped loudly through the dark night. The orange gas light blinked mockingly at the woman behind the wheel. It was making fun of her; she knew it was making fun of her. Grabbing the black cellular phone on the passenger seat, she looked at it with full intention of calling somebody to come help her.
“Oh, what the hell?!”
The “no service” sign was mocking her at the same exact time. The horn beeped loudly as she slammed her head against it once again. The day was out to get her in general. She had arrived at all her classes late, and her son was sick with the flu. The babysitter was able to watch him as she went to her late night classes. Giving a heavy sigh, she lifted her head off the wheel to look out the window. Drops of water pooled on the windshield as rain started to fall in a pitter-patter pattern. She didn’t quite understand the message th
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