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InvisibleWhen I was 14 years old,
it was the day I thought of suicide.
Slicing my legs and my arms,
wanting this pain to end.
My heart was always broken,
the moment you laid your hands on me.
I wish I just given up in life,
but I kept pushing through.
When I was young,
I thought i was a foolish girl.
Thinking there was love in life,
just to find heartaches and pain.
My smile was always fake,
maybe once in awhile I wouldn't show it.
But the day I felt pain,
I lost my smile for good.
I felt like dying numerous of times,
but never ended it fully.
Once in awhile I felt free,
but my heart ripped to pieces.
Maybe when my life is gone,
I will be noticed in the afterlife.
But until that day comes,
I will always be invisible to this world.
Gave me MeaningMy love for you is so deep,
you are the one that makes me filled with light.
You make my life filled with happiness,
never an ounce of pain or even sadness.
My love for you is unbearable,
my heart is finally whole thanks to you.
You are the one that gave my life meaning,
the moment I first saw you I smiled with joy.
You filled my life with hope,
given me the courage to move my life forward.
In my life you are perfect to me,
and I will always love you until the end.
My Little FriendEverywhere I look,
I always think of you here,
beside me, keeping me safe,
but you're no where to be found.
Everywhere I am I see your vision,
the cute sensation of your purrs,
always beside me,
keeping me safe.
You were always by my side,
in my thoughts and in my mind.
Everywhere I am,
I wish you were here.
You weren't just a cat to me,
but deep down you were my best friend.
You have always been in my heart,
and now I lost my best friend.
I wish you were with me,
to hear the sounds of my cries.
But now you are forever gone,
and tears start to fall.
You are always deep in my heart,
remembered by amazing thoughts.
I love you with all my heart,
you are the one that made everything seem better.
RIP Mr. BeanYou're in my heart,
kept safely in my thoughts.
I love you so much,
you will always be missed.
You were an amazing kitty,
I wish you were still here.
but now you are in kitty heaven,
watching down on me.
I want to hold you tightly,
be there for you always.
I miss you so much,
you will always be in my thoughts.
You were so handsome,
so cuddly, and so precious.
I love you with all my heart,
you are the one that made me feel safe.
You will always be loved,
by this family that always cared.
You are now up in kitty heaven,
and deep within my heart...
Fighting through DepressionTears rolling down, in the rain I stand.
Trying to smile, but no where to be found.
I wish my life would end, but I am only going deeper.
How did it all end this way? What have I done?
I cry myself to sleep, wishing this pain would disappear.
One drop of blood, drips down the sensitive skin of mine.
One drop of tear, rolling down my burning face.
All these flashbacks, flood deeper in my mind.
The name calls, that were given.
The abuse, that never ended.
Was everything all my fault?
What have I done wrong?
One tear, in the rain that pours.
The smile I fake, wishing I would die today.
The weight I lose, in this moment of my life.
How I wish, I could take this knife to my veins.
Wondering what drove me, to the deepest in my thoughts.
Are all these memories, telling me what I did wrong?
I wish it would all end, leaving me breathless and insecure.
Maybe one day I will be free, away from this world where I belong
Life of AnorexiaI starve myself,
for the desire to be thinner.
I have lost so much weight,
but my mind tells me a different story.
I have the desire for perfection,
in hopes someone will love me.
I am not perfect,
nor am I beautiful.
I lose more weight,
for the desire of perfectionist.
But my mind tells me to keep going,
I become thinner then normal.
Food makes me sick,
I feel unworthy, hopeless, a failure.
Maybe if I lose more weight,
I will feel beautiful, secure, and hopeful.
This is the thoughts I crave,
the memories i receive.
The desire for perfection,
is what my mind tells me everyday.
Broken by an arrowShe cast,
And hit somethin'
But did cause
But she left
and with her
the arrow she took.
It wasn't theft
But the once
stolen was shook.
The repercussion was
In reality T'was that the
Fragile she'd broken
The pieces were too much to hustle
The once fragile now an unsolved puzzle
And in the while- he lost the smile
Kenosis (Open Cage)Kenosis (Open Cage)
Fingertips are pressed against my heart,
My mouth agape, toes curling
As my hands grip her elbow,
Holding her for dear life as she retracts…
My central organ.
“Jesus Christ, don’t break it.”
My eyes close as my voice shakes,
Holding her arm in between tight my fingers.
Her own fingers then dig into her breastplate,
Unlocking the cage of her ribs,
Opening the window to her world,
And she looks at me expectantly.
“I’m scared. Terrified, but I want you to have it.”
“I can’t take this. I can’t. I’m not—“
“It’s already yours.”
My heart quickens in her soft grip.
As she places her in mine,
And mine inside of her rib cage.
Her forehead presses against mine,
Blood on our fingers and tears in our eyes,
We know we’re in deep.
Drowning. And not wanting to come back up.
I never want anyone to find me.
I’ve found it already.
And it’s when brown and gr
Do it againPress your lips
Hold me close,
And drench me in
Your scent again.
Kiss me me again
But this time
Tell me you need me.
Conociendonos....:cap 4jiji aquí esta la siguiente!
R: ya era hora! tenia mucha hambre!
N: jeje,eres tan gracioso Rigby! "le sonríe"
R: si lo se.....*cara de caradura*
C: ah si claro! yo soy mas graciosa....
R: no yo!
C: yo! y punto!
R: ah eres tan tan...!
C: molesta? jaja tu lo eres mas!
R: okey tienes razón a veces soy molesto....
C: aja pero eso te hace cool como yo
R: jaja ambos somos cooles!
C: claro que si!
N: se van a estar peliando todo el dia?!
M: no lo se... "nervioso"
C: ah ahora no estábamos peleando!
R: decidimos que ambos somos graciosos y cooles hmm hmm!
C: no como ustedes!
R y C: jajajjajajajja
N: esto es la guerra
M: hmm hmm!
R: bien lo decidiremos en unos partidos de videojuegos...
C: cada uno tiene su equipo de dos...
R: el que gana es mas cool...
C: y si no la próxima pagan las pizzas
R y C: Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm
Conociendonos....:cap 3bueno chicos ....lo subo asi no me aburro jaja
N:See yo hice lo mismo,pero juge uno de los mejores de ahi! y nos despidieron ! "colorada"
M: jaja pero debio ser cool el trabajo no?
R: digo videojegos......
C: ah si! a excepción de nuestro jefe era asi como un Benson "cara de..¬_¬"
N: seee! no se crean! era muy cool trabajar ahi!,y si! los videojuegos eran geniales! "sonríe"
C: no se imaginaban lo furioso que se ponia nuestro jefe...
R: jaja me lo imagino.....*rie*
C: ríes muy gracioso Rigby jaja
se miran durante un segundo sonriendo
N: *celosa* bueno creo que debemos seguir
M: a si ya casi terminamos!
C: agh! esto es aburrido! D:
N: ya lo se Cami! pero debemos terminar este trabajo o nos despediran ya en el primer dia! "rie"
rastrillaron y rastrillaron hasta pudieron acabar de juntar,apilar y barrer esas hojas......
R: si por fin!
C: ahora a jugar videojuegos!
M: ordenamos pizza?
C: buena idea Mordo!
Conociendonos....:cap 5jaja OkEy! AcQuI Lo SiGo JeJeJe
N: hmm hmm! veremos quien gana! Cami lo haras con migo
C: esta bien!, pero igual quería jugar con Rigby......
R: entonces jugare contigo!
C: genial! "sonríe"
M: entonces nop tendrán oportunidad conmigo y Noe!
N:jejeje si que si Mordo!
M: hmm hmm!
entraron a la casa y se sentaron Noe y Cami en el sillón cada uno con sus controles
C: te dejare destruida!
N: a si claro!
Empezaron a jugar,Noe iba ganando!
N: te ganare Cami!
C: noo D:
R: vamos tu puedes eres mejor que ella!
C: bueno si tu lo dices
N: ja! no me ganaras!
entonces ahora Cami era la que llevaba las de ganar....no quería quedar mal enfrente de Rigby..
N: Eres buena Cami! pero no tanto como yo!
Entonces empezo a jugar mucho mas rapido y iba a la delantera
C: no me ganes! D:
N: pos parece que lo voy a hacer!
ElaineExuding from the gaps on the window
Permeating tenderly in the Aether
Your smile, your joy, your laughter
Asphyxiating me slowly with sorrow
I hate you but I love you
I am jealous but content
Happy but sad
Alone and lonely, forgetful and forgotten
Clinging hopelessly on a fading memory
Yet I need a reason to live
So I lie to myself
That you still remember me
Silent TreatmentFor hours in between seconds;
Choosing should you cry, should I walk away
Touching you in ways I never could
Realizing I am a shear image of broken glass
From the moment, when the word slipped from my bitter mouth
It was irreplaceable to the point there was no return
It was awkward that it basis on surprise, in public, in morning light
Touched you so deeply and leaves an open wound bleeding relentlessly
It was ok to be reluctant to face certainty, should you fade away.
It was very clear that this life feels so unfair.
Too devastated to understand this was the moment
You tried preventing
You prevent dreaming
You dreamt avoiding
You avoided talking about…
Poem TOGETHERRemembering a night
laying close in the bed
your arm around my shoulders
the smell of your skin lost in my head
the warm gold of my skin as it flew out in a pink room
The lenghty movement of our bodies among those sheets filled the gloom
whispering "you are mine"
while the sparkling lights in your eyes were starting fast to shine
talking 'bout a London pic
we painted that sky with purple desires
then poured on that grass the brilliant green of our dreams
and wave after wave
the depth of this love to the blue water we gave
Remembering how all changes when we're together
just you and me
and nothing else matters
....if our love was a Land, those would be the colours it might have.
My life time DesireYou're my lover
My favourite kind of man
Your a life time desired
of the dreams that finally came true
You are the sweetness in my life
the love that this world needs
Cause you are my Life
The eternity that brings us joy
You make me smile in the day time
Have brightness throughout the night
You are in every thoughts
and all the time I smile
Cause this is what we all need
this is what we all want
Someone that gives us smiles
someone that brings us joy
You are perfect in my eyes
All the hopes that I ever wanted
Cause this is what I desired the most
was to hold you tight and never let you go
Blue Eyes in FlamesWhen the prince sees the flower bloom from the palm of her hand, he orders her arrest.
She is only seven years old.
He takes the flower from her and keeps it, even though he knows he shouldn't. He puts it a vase, or, rather, his servant does that for him. The flower doesn't ever die, even years later.
It's dawn of a December morning, and he's cold. But still, he stands next to his father dutifully and looks at the little girl with blue eyes that are now black from seven nights sleeping on a cold, dungeon floor behind bars. They cut off her dark brown hair during that time. She's tied to the pyre, and there are seven guards around her, holding sharper swords than normal, not that she could get away. There's one man dressed in black holding an unlit torch, with a mask over his face to prevent his death. His father raises his arm, and the torch is lit.
She locks her gaze to his, and he blinks at her. It's like she expects him to prevent it. He couldn't, though, he can't. She scares him, w
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